Molehill

So yesterday I mentioned that today was solo day with the boys. I had said that I was probably making a mountain out of a molehill. Well, go figure it was true (that always happens). I managed to get everything loaded (including the boys) and leave when I had wanted. Going into the church our secretary helped me and leaving, the music minister helped me. God (of course) orchestrated everything so I wouldn't get too overwhelmed with all of it. This is a big accomplishment for me.

It's amazing the things that count as accomplishments, when you have babies. For instance getting a shower in during the day, managing to comfort two crying kids at the same time, even getting to have a little bit of "me" time during the day. Of course some days are better than others. Sometimes it seems that all I accomplish during the day is to take care of two boys. But that's okay, since I know that household duties will wait (at least most will). My babies will only be babies for a short time and one day I will look back and wonder where the time went. I'm trying to focus on enjoying the time they are so young, even though some days I wish they were older. I just hope I don't waste the time God has given me in this stage of their lives. With a lot of prayer and some concentrated effort, I hope to make this stage worthwhile and memorable.